It is Easter week ~ I am between Easters right now, the western one last Sunday (that was not celebrated here) and the Greek (orthodox) one coming up this Sunday. Next week in Greece is Megali Evdomada, "Great Week," one of - if not THE - most important holidays of the year. I have been reading about some of the various traditions that take place here, from children's plays reenacting the crucifixion to burning rag dolls symbolizing the burning of Judas to the worship of various patron saints, fireworks, and soot crosses on doorposts to protect the household.
I missed Easter last year too because I was in Greece, and I can say I truly MISS it. The significance is easily missed here, to me, where services are in a foreign language and children sing carols for money (as they do preceding any major holiday here). The fast ends, the feasting begins, and two weeks of vacation ensues around the country.
I am studying the book of John right now, seeing the crucifixion and other events through John's eyes. Can you imagine watching the torture and violent, humiliating death of one you so dearly love, one you have given up career and family for, one who has been your friend, brother, leader, teacher, mentor? And afterward? The devastation, grief, loss. And relief, that he is finally out of his misery. Guilt. Defeat. And the questions. And Mary? A mother, watching this happen to her
son?
I feel like the significance of what he actually went through is lost when we see pictures of scratched up Jesus with an owie on his forehead or a couple bloody cuts on his back carrying his cross down the street. I don't think even the Passion movie truly embodied what he really went through, looked like, how much he suffered. That movie was hard; I think it was so much worse. I think of those verses in Is. 52 saying that he was beaten beyond recognition, marred
beyond any human likeness. I'll most likely never watch this happen to anyone, not to mention someone I am close to, so I'll never feel the shocking, agonizing, heart-wrenching personal impact of what took place.
I have no idea if the experience of the disciples, Mary, etc. would have been different if they understood the full significance of what was happening; to them, this was their Jesus, suffering indescribably. Today, we see the significance, but without the impact of seeing the horror and pain. I wish I could grasp the immensity of it all.
And indeed, the implications of his glory, love, and victory that those three days represented. My 2000-years-removed comprehension falls so, so short. Now added to that, I am in a foreign place where it's so easy to relegate this holiday to a "cultural experience." I am praying that the impact won't be lessened.